stress gila.

i feel like i dont want to go to school tomorrow :( even last day and break for a week .

mcam mcm lahhh :(

not in mood. soryy.ill update later.

terengganu,

people :)) . soryy for the not update at very long time . very busy . last week, i have exams until thursday ; argghh . than than , the next day ; friday . i went to KUALA TERENGGANU with PAISAB until sunday . what a great holiday ;D yang pergi pun yang best the best . haha . wan , afiq , adeeb , muiz , danny , adib lokman , fiqri , hana , farhah , lestari , raihan and syazana : and a few students from form 5 ( semua yang friendly . best )

so on the friday we left school at 12.45pm (sebab pak cik othma LEMBAB ; ustazah bengang jer) . so before that , we have to bring our stuf at school . so , i decided to bring the roda bag , and friends carry bag which is "menyusahkan" . hahah . so pack barang malam tuh(khamis , 8.00-9.30 pm) ada BEAR rejab , bantal busuk , baju baju , sluar sluar and more other stuff . penuh gila and macam nak pindah . haha .

so pagi tuh pergi skola nak kluar rumah,ibu and kak hanie nyanyi lagu AF (percaya pada diri dengan harapan dan kenyakinan) ahhaaha . bila sampai skola , memang malu habis la an (peduli apa) . so pukul 12 tepat berkumpul dekat depan pejabat . bosan punya pasal tunggu pak cik , kitaorg pun carik penyelesaian , haha . tangkap gambar :)

12.45 pm gerak naik bas GAH sekola tuhh . dalam bas 10 jam . memang sakit la botot annn , pastu boringg . haha . so , we decided to take picture . banyak wehh (more in myspace and fb ).

here are some ;

dalam bas tuh , pakcik pasang cerita hindustan . perrghh , layan . cerita mohabbatein . nasib cerita tuh best . all the way , tido setengah jam jerh . yang lain , borak , gosip , mengumpat -.- . haha .

pastuh , bila sampai dekat INTAN BATU BUROK BEACH RESORT(betul betul depan pantai) makan , trus tido . penat gile . besok pergi jalan jalan , MASJID TERAPUNG , MASJID CRYSTAL and shopping freak time PASAR BAYANG . pergghh , berli bag lagi , sebab banyak sangat barang , tak muat masuk bag yang sedia ada :D . orang lain shopping sikit jerhh , and i was like , perggghh . haha .

few gambar , banyak lagi tengok ms and fb :)

banyak gambar lagi dekat fb and ms will be update later . so dari pukul 9.30am bertolak sampai resort pukul 6 pm kut . lepas jalan jalan pergi pantai . main main kat pantai . pukul 7 pm masuk bilik bersiap untuk pergi dinner . the dinner place was like few far from our resort . GELAS BESAR . (takde gambar,tak di update lagi :))

so malam tuh singgah dekat WATERFRONT .

lepas tuhh balik . pergi pantai , makan kat pantai . budak laki laki yang degil itu m pergi mandi pantai (tak sejuk ke wehh ) haha . kan dah kene marah pagi tuh , gatal mandi sape suruh . toilet punya besar nak kat pantai gak , ish ish ish . so lepas tuh buat camp fire . mula mula ramai form 5, skali tinggal form 4 and form 3 , amir .

korang was like spoting gila weh . and adib's ngigau was like . hahahah!

muiz : adib , bangun dib , pergi sekolah .

adib : ahhh?

muiz : mak kau suruh bangun pergi sekola .pergi mandi wehh .

adib :*sigh bangun* *sigh nak buka baju*

muiz , adeeb , nabilah , hanaa and others : hahahahhahahahhahah!(gelak tak berhenti)

nabilah : tak baik la korang ,

muiz : mak kau tanya nak breakfast apa? katak goreng ke ?
adib : katak goreng

nabilah and others : once again (gelak gelak)

lepas tuh semua tidur . wan kacau fiqri .

wan : fiq,bangun , ustazah datang ! pergi solat subuh (padahal baru pukul 1am)

fiq : ahhh?! *sigh muka blur*

wan and muiz : cepat weh cepat!

farhah : fiq, izdi kirim salam .

fiq : ohh.ahh.

haahahhaha! semua pun lawak . so kitaorg duduk kat sana sampai pukul 6 pagi . tertido , gelak , takut . haha . semua ada . pukul 6 pagi masuk bilik , kunun nak kemas bag , skali semua pun tertido . bangun pun ustazah kejut pukul 7.45 pgi .

phone nabila *hey hatiku,selalu mendambakan cinta namun tak kunjung tiba , ohhh *

nabilah : hello ?

ustazah suhana : nabilah , kat mana?tido ker?kan nak jumpa dekat pantai pukul 7.30 pagi,

nabilah : OMG (dalam hati) ,mampos lah . "haah,"

ustazah suhana : YA ALLAH . kamu nih ! BANGUNGGGG !

nabilah :oke oke .( pecah gegendang telinga)

*letak* korang , bangung ! ustazah bising !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.semua kelam bin kabut . hahaha ! semua tak mandi , stakat basuh muka , gosok gigi . hahaha.

sampai kat pantai ,takde orang , yang ada pun , wan , afiq , amir , nabilah , farhah , hana , les , syazana .

kitaorg pun dengan mata tak bleh bukak , YA ALLAH . sabar jer la.sampai sampai , ustazah PERLI baik punya . haha. my eyes the only one yang tak bleh buka , mengantuk GILA . tak tidur langsung satu malam . haha , ustazah gelak jer . hahah !

then ada game , mandi pantai . lepas tuh , balik bilik pack barang . pukul 1 tgh hari bertolak balik kL .

bye bye TERENGGANU.

ill miss this ;)

ERIN , soryy . curi jap . haha. nanti kita pulang balik xp .

well NAJAT , welcome back ! i miss you more NAJAT :(

dah kurang nak gosip , bcoz , the best thing in you is when time gossiping ;)

miss youu sangat sangat , and babe , see you tomorrow ;)

love,nabilah


THE END

alief ,

his name is ALIEF , 13 , from BOGOR , indonesia .

-.-

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returned,

why,alief?! OMG ! had been 3 years you left , and you still remember me , gosh ! and you still remember the date , suprised ! haha . ive got the perfume you sent to me , BLUBERRY . haha . well , thanx and i appriciate it , how sweet of you dear friend . well , we're fine and what about you ? haha . (getar getar ,grrr) when are you going to be back at tanah tumpah darah you , malaysia ? ya ampun . taubat la wehh . haha . well , a lot oke . tak sabar mau cerita . ahaha .

so , text me if youre back . yes , i miss you and same goes to mother ;)

love , nabilah and mother .

trauma -.-

blog blog and blog.lama gila wehh TAK update blog.hahaah.maklumlahh,orang busy / hahaha!
sumpah banyak gilaaa HOMEWORK ! .tapi apa nak buat , skola punya pasall . heishhh ! ;S
so so so , back to the TOPIC , trauma . hahah . hari niyhh konon lahh nak jadi budak jahat , FLY CLASS . duhh ! sumpah aku bodoh ! -.0 . after ENGLISH pagi tadi ; SIVIK(bosan ,tahpape , dia ajar mcam nak tak nak) . so shida,dhoyy,faa nak fly laa class . mula mula pergi toilet , pastu rasa macam dah lambat sngat nak masuk class . sebab PN KALA tuh garang nak MAMPOS . soo,kitorg tak berani lahh ;D pastuu pergi lahh duduk dekat gym dengan cik hemimah , pastu faa mssg dgn shaz(dalam kelas).shaz bagitau cikgu mengamuk,kitorg pun lagi la takut nak masuk class . hahaha . pastu cik hemimah tanya knp tak nak masuk class , kitorg pun apalagi,sesi luahkan perasaan lahh. cikgu KALA tuh la,nih lahh. past cik hemimah kata "biasa la tuhh,cikgu BARU dari VICTORIA . " heissh,nasib cikgu faham plus kelas tuh macam ovent , kipas ROSAK .pffft // so , shaz kata dah rehat .
skali , kitorg terserempak dengan HOW YOONG KONG(tau lahh kalau terserempak dengan dia,mmg kecoh laa an).pastu dia pergi bgitau cikgu .MEMANG MAMPOS la kitorg . kitaorg lari lahh naik bas sekolahh.pastu ttba pakcik OTHMAN kata pn KALA kat depan bas ! MAMPOS la kitorg .heishh ! -.-. lepas tuh dia suruh ikut dia masuk kelas,before tuh terserempak dengan PN IDA,dia pun cakap la dengan PN IDA ,so fine : memang malu . tapi kelas dia memang bosann ! next,dia suruh trus terang dengan dia ,skali dia marah marah . kata nak dengar pengakuan,bila cakap , marah lak ! heissh,tuh la dia PN KALA DEVI : cikgu sivik ;S .
lepas tuh kena buat pengakuan.ok fine , dia lepaskan kitorg . TAPI , smua tuh dia cakap jer(macm keling ckap,mmg keling pun) . skali kena panggil pergi bilik DISIPLIN .
nasib baik kena panggil dengan SIR AFFANDI ,kalau yang lain,mampos lah ! sir faham kitorg , and dia tau kitorg TAKDE rekod kesalahan,so dia lepas kan (lega , ALHAMDULILLAH) . so masuk kelas , muka memang tebal lahh .hahaha.

taubat,lepas nih tak buat lagi . :)

pastu qaqa dengan ik nak buat sama , dekat kelas 4k : PN KALA tu jugak, TAPI bila cerita kat diorg, diorg trus tak nak buat . hahaha.

soo , tuh jelaa , and yes ,MY BAD , AND IM SORYY ;)

before leaving .

sempat lagi . haha . chat dengan REJAB dekat msn .

so sara , faham faham lahh :)

THE END . haha !

syarah shahri ,

sara busuk , great day nihh !

9.2.2009 4.33pm ,

perhh.best seyh , haha.

THE END

away ;

tonigth ; way to PERLIS . tak sabar seyhh . haha . so AWAY ;)

late , tired ;

so today masuk skola lambat pergi dentist . pukul 10 pgi kutt baru sampai skola . haha! lambat gila . so miss 2 lesson ; bi and agama . bi rugi jee tak masuk ;( .agama macam takpe sangat sebab BARU tukar ustaz ke ustazah . payah laa! ustaz nak buku panjang , dah buat nota . tukar ustazah nak buku kecik tebal . eee! geram yeee akuuu weeh!

dah la agama nota dah banyak buat , pastu nak tukar .penat yee! lepas tuh ustazah suruh salin 2 latihan dari kelas KAMIL , sebab kitaorg dah miss class dia . mana la kita org tau ! banyak GILE seyh latihan dia . hadussh! gila aku kat SAB.haha .

lepas tuhh , petang stay kene KAWAT ! minggu sukan tara mana boleh ada kawat , cikgu AZMI yang suruhh , penat yeee ! dah la tak bawak baju dgn seluar , so , kena lah kawat dengan BAJU KURUNG , heishh . leceh btull !

balik skola , buat homework ENGLISH . buat poem sendiri , BM sinopsis kutt ape tah lagi . ADDMATHS semalam tak siap lagiii :D anymore homework ? :s

tired ; siapkan homework ; study

THE END ,

eh,jadual esok apa eh? ;D

great day ever ,

8 FEBRUARY 2009 ; great day ever . hahah . sara knows why . kan ? haha .

time square ,

ingat kan nak celebrate Arif and Hakim , tapi Arif tarakk . Hakim je yang datang , sedih Arif tak ikutt . tapi takpee lah . so sambut jer la untuk Hakim nih haah . Farhah , Lestari , Hana , Seyra , Tk ,Syazana , Syud , Nabilah and Sara pergi . so bila sampai pergi lunch dulu , pastu pergi bowling .

Sara bawak Azmel and Azmel bawak Rejab and Cina(tah ape name tah) . haha . tu jee , pastu dah nak petang sikit ; sara ikut Azmel balik .

pastu kitorg yang lain pergi KLCC , beli pencil box Nabilah . haha. sanggup meredah hutan ( haha, jalan kaki ) . gile jauh weyhh ! haha . tapi okee lahh , so pas beli , makan , minum , balik . pergi Famous Amous beli biscuit untuk orang kat rumah . haha (ibu's favourite)

saturday left , UM

7 feb 09 , went to University Malaya for GEOINTRO 2009 about geologist / best la jugak . everything was FREE plus the t-shirt . makan pun sedappp . haha . now i knew about geologist . it was fun knowledge that ive knew ;) . fesi pun best . haha . pluss hensem and cool . haha .

ada fesi dua orang nih tah dari mana , gatal nak MAMPOS . haha ! nak dengar kutukan , comment , haha . YUCKS gile !

pastuu balikkk , ohh . dari pukul 8 pagi sampai 5 petang . berbaloi lahh pergii . haha .

THE END

ohh friends ,

why arif ? ;(

kitaorang celebrate lastday arif . only GOD knows our feeling was like "grrr" . we were gila close . and now you , hakim are leaving . why la guys ? ;( BUT arif , we wish you all the best there and hakim too . i cant see our geng berpisah . sumpah sedih . balik tadi , i cried . nak menangis kat sekolah , malu ;)

i cant wait to go out with you guys this SUNDAY . cepat lah Sunday ;)

so , arif and hakim , see you this SUNDAY ;(

why you leave me , najat ;(
we've been gone through this 3 years.plus skola rendah ( tuhh pun tak rapat as menengah)
sedih gila bila dapat tau awak nak pergi . but babe , im happy for you . ill pray for our success and you there babe .you such a nice kawan in my life . people yang tak kenal you memang kata awak sombong , to me , thats my real najat . ohh babe ;( sorry , i cant send you to LLCT . to early morning . ;( . but babe , ill recall our memories together plus our gossiping and your cerita hot sensansi babe . awww , ill miss you much much much gila babe ;(

i miss you NAJAT , and i love you ;)

p/s : cant write so many things now . too sad .

THE END .

school without you arif,

arif the one in baju colour emas / oren.
ohh ariff.haha,(mcam bf lak).haha.we're BESTFRIEND.

bohsan lahh lepas nihh.why la arif ? ;( . takpe takpe MCKK bagus jugak.congrats and all the best arif ! ill miss your "hye!(ala ala aznil)"rindu laa nak kawat nanti ;( . arif takde , nabilah nak kluar lah jugak :( (haha) im gonna cry tomorrow , 6 FEBRUARY 2009 . not easy to fine the one like you arif . SEMANGAT , which i like the most of you , arif . seriously , our " geng '' fell LOST without you .

sory , not in mood ;(

THE END

school,

i miss you a lot babe ,

everything was good, study pun okey . so ive changed! hahaa. homework add maths mesti ada.AL WAJIB TOK ;) haha. pergi skola , syawal said , zully nak ajak keluar ! omG ! zully babe , i miss you a lot ! oh gosh ! tak sabar oke . haha . come to me 7.2.2009 ;)

asal kau perasan jantan,

weh ! sikit pun aku TAK shok kat kau lah.

kau ingat kau hensem sangat ke yang aku nak tergila gila kat kau doh?!

to kawan kau ; weh jantan, aku tak nak lah kawan kau!

kau ingat bagus sangat ke dia? tak per, jiran sebelah rumah aku lagi bagus la weyh!

kemarahan yang melampau ; sorry ;)

dear shasha,

Friends forever?what a lie.you walked away.and forgot to say goodbye.what a joke this was.i honestly believed you cared .never thought that you were faking.with you all my secrets were shared.i don't get why .it was so easy for you to turn away.after all we been through .what have you to say ?playing as my friend .probably because no one would be with you,in you i trusted and expected so much,that i still don't know why you left me with not knowing what to do.alone and mad,as piece by piece i become happy once again.hard as it is without you .i feel no pain,so tell me now what did you gain?


We used to be the best of friends.And I thought that'd never change.But it's over for real this time.To say different, would be deranged.Now where do you get off.Saying that the fault lies with me.I didn't do anything to you.So I'm quite confused, you see.See what had happened was.You stopped talking and started rolling your eyes again.I got no response other than *eye roll*And that's NOT how you treat a friend.You've done this before, many many times.And I always forgave each one.But not this time, m'dear.You have no idea what you've done.So you can take your so-called memories.And shove them up your ass.It's over this time, honeybun.You're just a part of my past.

Forgive Me

You all, please forgive me.You all thought that I was a true friend.But I wasn't, and I'm sorry,for leaving your side in the end.Courage was something that I lacked.But all of you, you had faith in me.All of you thought, that I would have your back,and when trouble came, you never thought I'd leave.

It never came to mind, that I would leave your side.Because I said, I'm always here for you,but I wasn't, so the words became a lie.And never stood to be true.All of you, you all protected me.So I never thought you'd need my help.And when you did, I left you all falling,because I only cared for myself.I have no pride, nor honor.Because I left you all in the time of need.And I'm sorry, and I will become stronger.And together, we will succeed .

bestfriend ;

• nor sahirah
• hanalene deliza
• farhah zahirah
• fatin atikah
• nur syazana
• afiq danial
• arif fikri
• hakim
• wan ahmad afiq
• lestari andriani
• izzati khairimah
• edzfarina
• fatin nuraqilah
• are-z
• nur elia
• dan lain lain( sory,ramai lagi )

i should wrote another,BUT to many,and im sory.

Trusting Your Dishonesty

A look of deceit in your eyes, but a smile on your faceA promise from your lips, but from your heart? A disgraceSweet words of apparent truth spill from your soulBut do I believe you? No, that's out of your control

See, I've become accustomed to your fake truth and liesNo longer do you hold my trust, it's you who I despise What must you think of me, to believe I would be so naive?With all your dishonesty, what do you wish to achieve?

For far too long I turned a blind eye and handed you my trustBut not anymore my friend, it's time for me to readjustMy forgiveness is something you won't get to feel anymoreGiving into you constantly, proved to be my biggest flaw

I found my inner strength and no longer do I need to pretendI'm moving forward and on you, no longer do I need to dependYou didn't think that I would stand up for myself, did you?But I have, I did and my departure, is long overdue ,

why should i?

yes,dia busy.so what? haha.apa aku nih.tak faham ke,yang dia tuh busy? ;s so why should i disturbing him? haiyaa nabilahh.let him,biala dia.dia CUMA kawan and has a girlfriend,yuch!kenapa nak kesah an,haha.bukan boyfriend punn.besides,tak nak aku jadi gosip perempas boyfriend orang for the second time.haha.aku tak rampas,aku minat jerh.haha.jk jk ;D

karang tak pasal pasal girlfriend dia call aku.haha.eh tak tak pe.dia takde numb hp i.haha.so,im free baby.haha!(mengarut + shock sendiri = favourite) haha.

THE END,